Because I really don't have to, AT ALL.
Here's the thing, my family is going on vacation soon, and expect me to go with them. I know that sounds selfish and rude, but I hate with a passion the place we always go to this time of the year. The beach. Where I have to be around family, forced to sit by the fucking camp fire and chat when I do not want to, plenty of opportunities where people set me up to embarrass myself, public showers which have spiders on every nook and cranny of the ceiling that always leap on me and try to bite me, ect. ect.
I honestly do not want to go, and now feel since I'm 18, I do not have to, regardless of what they say.
The rules of the house that I have to follow, extend to about... the house. After that, they can go fuck themselves for all I care, I should not have to listen to them.
Whenever I bring up getting my own place, they tell me how unprepared I am. Which is 100% their fault. Two years ago, I asked the lazy fucks to take me to the DMV to get a license, and did they? "You're not getting a license! You'll kill someone on the road because you're always so angry!"
I ask now-a-days, see, and I get a "You're not getting a license! You'll kill someone on the road because you're always so angry!". I would gladly go get the fucking thing myself, trust me, but the DMV is all the way across the city, which they know when there are times they tell me to get it myself.
Then I need to get a job, but nobody is hiring in driving/walking distance from me, so do you see the problem presented there? And would they actually take me to go get job apps there, let alone drive me to and from work if I got a job? Fuck no. So this leads me to believe they're setting me up, and putting me in a position where they have power over me, when I cannot do a fucking thing at all. AT ALL. Would something like that hold up in court? Because this has been putting me through emotional distress for YEARS.
EDIT:
OH HAR FUCKING HAR! I am not allowed to eat unless I go on the trip with them, because there's nothing I can eat in this house, and they're doing all shopping before they go on the trip, and taking all food with them.
My head hurts, I cannot fucking take this. They literally anger me so much, I can kill someone, and I'd BE JUST AS FUCKING MAD BEFORE I KILLED THE PERSON.