So, hi people, even though I announced I'm back I didn't post here alot.
Reason is, a number of bad things happened lately, including me losing my flat / getting kicked out of it without having another place to live (there is a flat shortage around here, and there are few flats I can afford anyway), my harddrive dying with the project flies of all music I made and was making, all my notes from school, tasks I did, and my research and progress from my scientific paper, basically resetting my progress there to zero, and the money I had to spend to get the computer back running in general has left me broke and pretty much unable to buy food, my phone contract got canceled due to a mistake / retard moment of the provider, so that left me without a real way to directly comunicate with people further away, and I missed calls from rentors whose flats I could have gotten.
Going beyond things that happened to me, in the same week, the girl I love got sexually harassed twice, and broke her foot the day before Halloween, which she has been looking forward to for quite a time. A bit later, she admitted to me that she is scared of serious relationships and she needs "fix herself" first.
So, to sum it up she had to stay home with a broken foot on her favourite holiday after getting sexually harassed twice the week before, we're currently on a break, I'm homeless, all my music is gone, all my progress on school work and my scientific paper too, I'm broke, and only now I have a proper way of communicating again.
I'm not telling you this because I want to be pitied though, but because of the following:
"Fuck "Oh god I have such an aweful life", take things in your own hands."
The week after it happened, a friend of her (and me) made sure that guy who harrassed her will never even come close to her again, or harass any other girls for that matter. I asked around among my friends and found someone I could live with at least for a while, while continuing searching for a new flat. Sure, we had to share a bed, but I had a place to sleep. The Mac store refused the warranty for my macbook, so I took the thing home again and repeared it myself after watching a toutorial on youtube. The money for the new harddrive? i am gonna get it back by recording musicians and selling music. For the blocked cellphone contract, I went to one of the provider's stores and pushed them to call their headquarters to figure out the problem, solved it, and have my connection back now. As soon as that happened, I called my school's Head Instructor to tell him about the situation, and came up with an agreementt that I can hand in the tasks later, and have most of them done again already now. For the music? Sure, it's lost, so I called all of my musician friends, and we are currently working on filling my new harddrive with new, even better music. Sure, there are things that aren't solved, like us being on a break, and things that can't be solved that quickly, like her broken foot, but what I am saying is the following: The biggest part of the "problems" you people complain about start with yourself.
So stop whining and do something about it. I'm pretty sure most of your problems aren't unsolvable.
That's all.