Ok, not the best way to return xD Still, I'm running out of ideas, and I also need to get the situation straight in my head.
A total of...seven of you know about my relationship. I'm going out with a girl who's two years younger than me and this fact is one of the roots of my problem. She has a lot of problems in her life, not least of which being that her parents are...controlling.
Again, some of you may know that my parents are divorced. As background to this, my mother discovered my father's other relationship six months into being pregnant with me. It has just occurred to me that I may have every reason to be against abortion but that's irrelevant. The point is, my mother's approach towards parenting is based off two things (This is speculation). A) She's incredibly socially conscious, and socially awkward too. Therefore I'm probably not the best son she could have xD. B) She is determined that I'm not going to be like my father. In that, she's succeeded. The idea of cheating is abhorrent to me. However she isn't aware of this.
Now, the last root of the problem. I go to a seven day boarding school and my girlfriend lives miles away from me. As such, we're quite lucky to get a few hours together in two weeks. You may have gathered that I am devoted to her and as such, loneliness is making school even more of a hell for me than normal.
So then, the problem itself: I'm going mad with loneliness. My mother refuses to let me leave boarding school. Least, not this year, but I'm still trying to work out how I'll manage getting through this year. Then because of the age thing, and I suspect, my mother's paranoia about me turning out like my father, I rarely get to see my girlfriend and my mother tries to make sure that parents are always in attendance. Obviously, this inhibits things on a physical level, but more importantly, without our time alone, we find it quite difficult to grow closer.
I'm not sure what my question is. This situation confuses me more than I thought possible. I can't think of any solution at all, it's driving me insane.