I WAS excited... Now i'm a nervous...
I went down to Las Cruses New Mexico to register for classes at NMSU this weekend. the experience was... strange... for one thing the system in which the classes were organised was clearly well though out but, well, it only made vague sense to me and the people that they had helping us made it clear that it was OUR responsibility to get the right classes. now don't get me wrong, that is a good thing but it was well strange to think that my education was now almost entirely in my hands.
in short, I'm one of the biggest procrastinators in existence. I've had all the requirement to become a eagle scout (BSA's highest award) for about two and a half years but I put off finishing the eagle scout service project till , well, today. one month from my 18 birth day, the cut off for when I can complete and earn the eagle scout award.
I don't want to be part of that huge % of people who drop out of college in their first two years, but i'm a prim example of the type of person who dose.
In short i'm not sure if i'm capable of the level of responsibility that is necessary to complete and be successful in college.
and that thought is scary...