I never felt like a big member of the forum but I liked it a lot better my first year of activity. And my interest, not only in RMXP but the forum also, slowly faded away. We all get older, grow up, people come and go, it is the same as life. Interests change. I know I haven't provided anything more than spam but I did have some good times here and I plan to still check around for as long as the forum stays active.