...Yup!
That's right. Getting bored with the other forums I'm at, and since CP seems to be moving more towards more serious game dev than the other ones, I'm gonna try sticking around a bit so that I can maybe pick up some tips and tricks for my game/game engine that I've been wanting to make. I'm still considering game making a hobby for right now, as the field of work I wish to get in right now is Human Services, so pursuing that takes priority.
As some of you may or may not know, I had several suicide attempts last summer, and the last one (gonna be 1 year ago, come August 17) made me realize how damn selfish I was being. So now, on fewer meds and in 100% better spirits, I'm working on looking for a job, going to be moving into my own apartment, looking to get moving on getting my driver's license, and just loving life. Oh, and I broke up with my girlfriend roughly 2-3 months ago after I found out that A. she was a bitch, B. she had cheated on me, and C. she was trying to change who I was to fit her own needs.
It was a rocky relationship from the start, but I was too blinded by lies and deception to see that (which not only hurt emotionally, but financially as well...spent roughly $2,000 on her in the 4-5 months we were together ($300 of which went to a pre-engagement ring which she conned me into buying...)). Anywayssss...that's a basic summary of what's been going on since my activity dropped...who's still here, and what are you guys up to?
Hoping to stick around,
~Steven a.k.a. ShinyToyGuns~
That's right. Getting bored with the other forums I'm at, and since CP seems to be moving more towards more serious game dev than the other ones, I'm gonna try sticking around a bit so that I can maybe pick up some tips and tricks for my game/game engine that I've been wanting to make. I'm still considering game making a hobby for right now, as the field of work I wish to get in right now is Human Services, so pursuing that takes priority.
As some of you may or may not know, I had several suicide attempts last summer, and the last one (gonna be 1 year ago, come August 17) made me realize how damn selfish I was being. So now, on fewer meds and in 100% better spirits, I'm working on looking for a job, going to be moving into my own apartment, looking to get moving on getting my driver's license, and just loving life. Oh, and I broke up with my girlfriend roughly 2-3 months ago after I found out that A. she was a bitch, B. she had cheated on me, and C. she was trying to change who I was to fit her own needs.
It was a rocky relationship from the start, but I was too blinded by lies and deception to see that (which not only hurt emotionally, but financially as well...spent roughly $2,000 on her in the 4-5 months we were together ($300 of which went to a pre-engagement ring which she conned me into buying...)). Anywayssss...that's a basic summary of what's been going on since my activity dropped...who's still here, and what are you guys up to?
Hoping to stick around,
~Steven a.k.a. ShinyToyGuns~