Title: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Valath on January 03, 2011, 06:05:33 am
Post by: Valath on January 03, 2011, 06:05:33 am
Hello, dear reader(s):
My name is Valath Roshgrade Sinstorm; Val or Mr. V. for short. But you can call me Tupac Shakur, father, or whatever you prefer to. I'm a 19-y-o mexican male and, as you can see right up, I suffer from Asperger Syndrome. This genetical sickness, powered by the physical and physchic environment I was raised in, has marked me for life. This being the main reason why I keep failing on school, my personal life and probably everything else. However, this special trait defines my whole self. Some studies show that this syndrome affects most of the brain area where personality genes and codes and shit reside (or something like that; but not literary, i mean... of course there's no anus residues on our brain ;p). So in part, I owe my friend, Aspie, a huge load, for it is mainly responsible of me being me ;D.
So yeah, I grew up in the northern state of Nuevo Leon, here in Mexico. I am brother to another 15-y-o male mexican. I live with my grandparents, uncles, aunts and cousins. We total 11 people in my humble home of 15 family members (counting 2 duckie ducks, a doggie dog and a fishie fish). I never knew my father and if I were to meet him, it would be to force him to pay me my life back xD. Or give me half a Mill plus money for college. HEY! That's a very low price to pay to never see me again ;D.
I love music, in fact, music describes me. I listen to almost anything at all, as my friends have diverse tastes, I learned to like certain music as well. Reggaeton will be the exception. Forever. I will never like it and don't even think it shall be categorized as music. Talk to me about Power metal or Black metal, and you'll have me at your side foreva. I mean, who's gonna deny some archangelical keyboard intros, followed by troubadour-esque vocal chording about epic battles from your favourite hero, fueled by powerful guitar solo duels and a memorable outro, worthy of the gods? All this backed by tireless drum gallops and vibrant bass shreds ;D. Power and black metal music took me back to the middle ages: where I have always thought I belong. And so most RPG's did and continue to do. That's what got me into Rpg Makers and that in turn got me here, to this wonderful kingdom empire that is Chaos Project ;>.
But long story short, people who know what the hell am I talking about already know me halfway. If you have a brother, cousin, uncle, mom, auntie, son, dog, cat or frog who has this kind of biological disorder or maybe even autism, or has treated/been in contact with a similar person... then you know what I've been babling about.
IF YOU WANT TO SKIP THE LABOR PAIN AND JUST HAVE THE BABY, READ BELOW ;D.
This traits could sumarize most of me. You can add "I" or "I am" before 'em.
Have a difficult time interacting with society in person.
At times cold.
At times ruthless.
At times loving.
Have a hard time identifying sarcasm.
Distracted easily.
Need motivation to do almost anything.
Seem not to care.
Have no empathy.
Repetitive.
Good liar.
Speak in a monotone way.
Easily make mistaeks.
Can't easily interpret other's mood, feelings or emotions.
Stubborn.
Have nice memory.
Insistent.
Hate sudden changes to my everyday agenda.
Look after details with detail.
Bipolar.
Sensible to loud noises.
Prone to feel lonely and hated.
Repetitive.
Think very rationally.
Good leader.
Like tacos.
Your best friend ;D.
And that's mostly about it. Tell me what you think. I am sorry to bother you and that you had to read all that. But hey I welcome you to welcome me ;p. I hope I've written and made all of this correctly. If you have further questions about anything (religion, nuclear waste, Elvis, anything!), no really anything, feel free to ask me. I will answer in kind.
We will meet again.
Sincerely,
Valath Roshgrade.
My name is Valath Roshgrade Sinstorm; Val or Mr. V. for short. But you can call me Tupac Shakur, father, or whatever you prefer to. I'm a 19-y-o mexican male and, as you can see right up, I suffer from Asperger Syndrome. This genetical sickness, powered by the physical and physchic environment I was raised in, has marked me for life. This being the main reason why I keep failing on school, my personal life and probably everything else. However, this special trait defines my whole self. Some studies show that this syndrome affects most of the brain area where personality genes and codes and shit reside (or something like that; but not literary, i mean... of course there's no anus residues on our brain ;p). So in part, I owe my friend, Aspie, a huge load, for it is mainly responsible of me being me ;D.
So yeah, I grew up in the northern state of Nuevo Leon, here in Mexico. I am brother to another 15-y-o male mexican. I live with my grandparents, uncles, aunts and cousins. We total 11 people in my humble home of 15 family members (counting 2 duckie ducks, a doggie dog and a fishie fish). I never knew my father and if I were to meet him, it would be to force him to pay me my life back xD. Or give me half a Mill plus money for college. HEY! That's a very low price to pay to never see me again ;D.
I love music, in fact, music describes me. I listen to almost anything at all, as my friends have diverse tastes, I learned to like certain music as well. Reggaeton will be the exception. Forever. I will never like it and don't even think it shall be categorized as music. Talk to me about Power metal or Black metal, and you'll have me at your side foreva. I mean, who's gonna deny some archangelical keyboard intros, followed by troubadour-esque vocal chording about epic battles from your favourite hero, fueled by powerful guitar solo duels and a memorable outro, worthy of the gods? All this backed by tireless drum gallops and vibrant bass shreds ;D. Power and black metal music took me back to the middle ages: where I have always thought I belong. And so most RPG's did and continue to do. That's what got me into Rpg Makers and that in turn got me here, to this wonderful kingdom empire that is Chaos Project ;>.
But long story short, people who know what the hell am I talking about already know me halfway. If you have a brother, cousin, uncle, mom, auntie, son, dog, cat or frog who has this kind of biological disorder or maybe even autism, or has treated/been in contact with a similar person... then you know what I've been babling about.
IF YOU WANT TO SKIP THE LABOR PAIN AND JUST HAVE THE BABY, READ BELOW ;D.
This traits could sumarize most of me. You can add "I" or "I am" before 'em.
Have a difficult time interacting with society in person.
At times cold.
At times ruthless.
At times loving.
Have a hard time identifying sarcasm.
Distracted easily.
Need motivation to do almost anything.
Seem not to care.
Have no empathy.
Repetitive.
Good liar.
Speak in a monotone way.
Easily make mistaeks.
Can't easily interpret other's mood, feelings or emotions.
Stubborn.
Have nice memory.
Insistent.
Hate sudden changes to my everyday agenda.
Look after details with detail.
Bipolar.
Sensible to loud noises.
Prone to feel lonely and hated.
Repetitive.
Think very rationally.
Good leader.
Like tacos.
Your best friend ;D.
And that's mostly about it. Tell me what you think. I am sorry to bother you and that you had to read all that. But hey I welcome you to welcome me ;p. I hope I've written and made all of this correctly. If you have further questions about anything (religion, nuclear waste, Elvis, anything!), no really anything, feel free to ask me. I will answer in kind.
We will meet again.
Sincerely,
Valath Roshgrade.
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Blizzard on January 03, 2011, 06:32:04 am
Post by: Blizzard on January 03, 2011, 06:32:04 am
:welcome:
Lol, I thought you already had an account here. xD
Lol, I thought you already had an account here. xD
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Futendra on January 03, 2011, 07:23:01 am
Post by: Futendra on January 03, 2011, 07:23:01 am
Quote from: Valath on January 03, 2011, 06:05:33 am
Have a hard time identifying sarcasm.
Well, I had the same when I came here first, around 4 days ago :D and it sometimes looks weird but you can see it with the :V: smiley or :V, Which directly means Sarcasm :D
EDIT: Welcome :welcome:
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Subsonic_Noise on January 03, 2011, 10:29:20 am
Post by: Subsonic_Noise on January 03, 2011, 10:29:20 am
Quote from: Futendra on January 03, 2011, 07:23:01 amQuote from: Valath on January 03, 2011, 06:05:33 am
Have a hard time identifying sarcasm.
Well, I had the same when I came here first, around 4 days ago :D
You're stupid. You couldn't understand sarcasm because you are immature, he can't understand it because he's got asbergers which usually causes trouble with social interaction in general.
Also, be welcomed. I'll go easy on you with the hard-to-understand humour.
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: WhiteRose on January 03, 2011, 10:32:14 am
Post by: WhiteRose on January 03, 2011, 10:32:14 am
Welcome to Chaos Project! :welcome: Hope to see you around the forums.
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: ShinyToyGuns on January 03, 2011, 12:02:24 pm
Post by: ShinyToyGuns on January 03, 2011, 12:02:24 pm
When were you diagnosed with Asperger's? I was diagnosed when I was 15 years old...I'm now approaching my 21st birthday (April 11th), and I must say, you remind me a lot of myself before I got help understanding how to control my diagnosis, rather than letting it control me.
Also, if you're trying to get pity from people with your whole "sucks to be me" intro, cut the shit...it makes other Aspergians like myself look bad.
I had the same outlook on life and everything in it until I read this book (http://www.amazon.com/Look-Me-Eye-Life-Aspergers/dp/0307395987), which was just 6 months ago, when I was going through a really rough time in my life. Now, I'm not saying that I changed because of the book, but I'm saying that it helped me better understand what I had been living with, and why I felt like such an outcast. That, as well as speaking to the right people, learning more about emotions, what's socially acceptable and what's not, and trying to focus on the positive instead of the negative, has helped me understand that Asperger's Syndrome is not an illness...if anything, it's a gift. Some of the most successful people in this world have Asperger's Syndrome or some similar condition and are able to function quite well in daily life.
Did you know that one of the most well known men in the computer business has an Autistic Spectrum Disorder?
This man is none other than the chairman of Microsoft, Bill Gates!
Not convincing enough? How about this guy? Came up with the three laws of motion, and is the basis for modern engineering...yes, that's right, Sir Isaac Newton had an Autistic Spectrum Disorder too.
Still not convinced?
E=MC2=Albert Einstein had an Autistic Spectrum Disorder
Charles Darwin
Jim Henson
Thomas Jefferson
George Orwell
Dan Aykroyd
Thomas Edison
Gary Numan
Michael Jackson
Mark Twain
Henry Ford
The list goes on and on...did these people let their disabilities get in the way of their abilities? I think their achievements answer that question.
So, whenever you tell people that you have Asperger's Syndrome, make sure to say it proudly...There's nothing to be ashamed of, so why say that it sucks to be you just because you have Asperger's Syndrome?
Anyways...Welcome to Chaos Project, and if you ever need a fellow Aspergian to talk to, add me to MSN ( J_Papelbon2009@hotmail.com ), or add me to Facebook if you have it (Steven Falardeau (http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=662358121))
Keep moving forward,
~Steven a.k.a. ShinyToyGuns~
Also, if you're trying to get pity from people with your whole "sucks to be me" intro, cut the shit...it makes other Aspergians like myself look bad.
I had the same outlook on life and everything in it until I read this book (http://www.amazon.com/Look-Me-Eye-Life-Aspergers/dp/0307395987), which was just 6 months ago, when I was going through a really rough time in my life. Now, I'm not saying that I changed because of the book, but I'm saying that it helped me better understand what I had been living with, and why I felt like such an outcast. That, as well as speaking to the right people, learning more about emotions, what's socially acceptable and what's not, and trying to focus on the positive instead of the negative, has helped me understand that Asperger's Syndrome is not an illness...if anything, it's a gift. Some of the most successful people in this world have Asperger's Syndrome or some similar condition and are able to function quite well in daily life.
Did you know that one of the most well known men in the computer business has an Autistic Spectrum Disorder?
This man is none other than the chairman of Microsoft, Bill Gates!
Not convincing enough? How about this guy? Came up with the three laws of motion, and is the basis for modern engineering...yes, that's right, Sir Isaac Newton had an Autistic Spectrum Disorder too.
Still not convinced?
E=MC2=Albert Einstein had an Autistic Spectrum Disorder
Charles Darwin
Jim Henson
Thomas Jefferson
George Orwell
Dan Aykroyd
Thomas Edison
Gary Numan
Michael Jackson
Mark Twain
Henry Ford
The list goes on and on...did these people let their disabilities get in the way of their abilities? I think their achievements answer that question.
So, whenever you tell people that you have Asperger's Syndrome, make sure to say it proudly...There's nothing to be ashamed of, so why say that it sucks to be you just because you have Asperger's Syndrome?
Anyways...Welcome to Chaos Project, and if you ever need a fellow Aspergian to talk to, add me to MSN ( J_Papelbon2009@hotmail.com ), or add me to Facebook if you have it (Steven Falardeau (http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=662358121))
Keep moving forward,
~Steven a.k.a. ShinyToyGuns~
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Futendra on January 03, 2011, 12:28:10 pm
Post by: Futendra on January 03, 2011, 12:28:10 pm
Quote from: Subsonic_Noise on January 03, 2011, 10:29:20 amQuote from: Futendra on January 03, 2011, 07:23:01 amQuote from: Valath on January 03, 2011, 06:05:33 am
Have a hard time identifying sarcasm.
Well, I had the same when I came here first, around 4 days ago :D
You're stupid. You couldn't understand sarcasm because you are immature, he can't understand it because he's got asbergers which usually causes trouble with social interaction in general.
Also, be welcomed. I'll go easy on you with the hard-to-understand humour.
I just told him how he could understand it, and you just can't get enough of barfing of people? Sad...
What he means by hard-to-understand-humour is actually what I noted above...
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: ForeverZer0 on January 03, 2011, 12:30:56 pm
Post by: ForeverZer0 on January 03, 2011, 12:30:56 pm
@futendra:
Look at this post, now look back to you previous post.... Think hard.
http://forum.chaos-project.com/index.php/topic,8049.0.html
Look at this post, now look back to you previous post.... Think hard.
http://forum.chaos-project.com/index.php/topic,8049.0.html
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Futendra on January 03, 2011, 12:34:07 pm
Post by: Futendra on January 03, 2011, 12:34:07 pm
Quote from: ForeverZer0 on January 03, 2011, 12:30:56 pm
@futendra:
Look at this post, now look back to you previous post.... Think hard.
http://forum.chaos-project.com/index.php/topic,8049.0.html
Nothing to see there :<_<:
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Valath on January 03, 2011, 03:49:14 pm
Post by: Valath on January 03, 2011, 03:49:14 pm
Oh, yes I did, Mr. Blizzard, sir. Several times. Though, I attribute their deletion to being fully inactive. However that'll be speculation until I know for sure how things work. But this a brand new year with many new posibilities and chances to become a god ;p. And thank you, sir. I hope I prove useful to your army ;D.
Well, Mr. Futendra, I've always hated msn smileys. But, thanks, I think I'll get along with them here ;D.
I would like to thank you for your warm welcome, Ms. WhiteRose. I hope to be around for long. And to you, too, Mr/Ms Subsonic_Noise. Sorry, I can't spot the gender icon thingy ;s.
And no, Mr. ShinyToyGuns, I don't believe in pity, as it costs too much. Just like weakness ;p. But some time in the past, you could find me talking to a very good friend of mine. I opened the conversation with: "I've Asperger Syndrome", which he responded to with: "sucks to be you". A month later, I was opening a conversation with himself again, this time with: "I've Asperger, so it suck to be me". But it amazed me to read his reponse, which was: "You told me the same a month ago". Not many people remember what happened a month ago. At least not if it onvolves me ;p. And that would be the background story on the title ;D.
But I have never been officially diagnosed with A. S. From where I am, there's no one that treats people like me, and if there is... it's way too expensive ;s. I was indeed diagnosed with ADD, but the folks who know me from long time, have always told me that I wasn't as simple as that. So once I heard about it, I read about it as much as I allowed me to. The way I like to prove a hypothesis true, is by proving it wrong. If it can't, then I assume it's right. So I tried to prove I did not suffer from AS. But the more I read, and the more tests I took, the more obvious and clear the answer became. With time, the texts I read were actually describing me D;.
I guess I'll never allow myself to be treated or take medication. As you said yourself, this is a gift, so why throw it away with therapy? Why allow a "normal" person to take away all that makes you interesting? I don't have money for it anyways ;p.
So thank you, Steven, Mr. ShinyToyGuns, sir. Hope we keep in touch (:.
AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL! ;D
Well, Mr. Futendra, I've always hated msn smileys. But, thanks, I think I'll get along with them here ;D.
I would like to thank you for your warm welcome, Ms. WhiteRose. I hope to be around for long. And to you, too, Mr/Ms Subsonic_Noise. Sorry, I can't spot the gender icon thingy ;s.
And no, Mr. ShinyToyGuns, I don't believe in pity, as it costs too much. Just like weakness ;p. But some time in the past, you could find me talking to a very good friend of mine. I opened the conversation with: "I've Asperger Syndrome", which he responded to with: "sucks to be you". A month later, I was opening a conversation with himself again, this time with: "I've Asperger, so it suck to be me". But it amazed me to read his reponse, which was: "You told me the same a month ago". Not many people remember what happened a month ago. At least not if it onvolves me ;p. And that would be the background story on the title ;D.
But I have never been officially diagnosed with A. S. From where I am, there's no one that treats people like me, and if there is... it's way too expensive ;s. I was indeed diagnosed with ADD, but the folks who know me from long time, have always told me that I wasn't as simple as that. So once I heard about it, I read about it as much as I allowed me to. The way I like to prove a hypothesis true, is by proving it wrong. If it can't, then I assume it's right. So I tried to prove I did not suffer from AS. But the more I read, and the more tests I took, the more obvious and clear the answer became. With time, the texts I read were actually describing me D;.
I guess I'll never allow myself to be treated or take medication. As you said yourself, this is a gift, so why throw it away with therapy? Why allow a "normal" person to take away all that makes you interesting? I don't have money for it anyways ;p.
So thank you, Steven, Mr. ShinyToyGuns, sir. Hope we keep in touch (:.
AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL! ;D
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Starrodkirby86 on January 03, 2011, 03:56:52 pm
Post by: Starrodkirby86 on January 03, 2011, 03:56:52 pm
Happy new year to you too~
There's actually some members here with Aspie's as well. I should know, I'm friends with one in real life too, haha. But what's remarkable about them is just the ingenuity that comes out of you guys. I'm eager to see what you'll offer too. No pressure, of course!
There's actually some members here with Aspie's as well. I should know, I'm friends with one in real life too, haha. But what's remarkable about them is just the ingenuity that comes out of you guys. I'm eager to see what you'll offer too. No pressure, of course!
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Subsonic_Noise on January 03, 2011, 04:16:21 pm
Post by: Subsonic_Noise on January 03, 2011, 04:16:21 pm
Quote from: Starrodkirby86 on January 03, 2011, 03:56:52 pm
There's actually some members here with Aspie's as well.
I dislike the word aspie because it just needs one letter to change it to asspie.
Also, I believe Ulta has got asbergers too, even though a not-so-recent skype chat has made me question everything I know about IT. :D
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: DeXuS on January 06, 2011, 12:30:20 am
Post by: DeXuS on January 06, 2011, 12:30:20 am
QuoteIf you have further questions about anything (religion, nuclear waste, Elvis, anything!), no really anything, feel free to ask me. I will answer in kind.
Where do babies come from?
I'm a :n00b:here but I am Dyslexic, Bipolar and suffer from narcissistic rage. So dont steal my cookies and we will get along fine and I wont have to dig a hole in the woods...
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Futendra on January 06, 2011, 03:49:56 am
Post by: Futendra on January 06, 2011, 03:49:56 am
Quote from: DeXuS on January 06, 2011, 12:30:20 amQuoteIf you have further questions about anything (religion, nuclear waste, Elvis, anything!), no really anything, feel free to ask me. I will answer in kind.
Where do babies come from?
I'm a :n00b:here but I am Dyslexic, Bipolar and suffer from narcissistic rage. So dont steal my cookies and we will get along fine and I wont have to dig a hole in the woods...
Lets not talk about cookies here, otherwise I'll have no option but stealing your house, car, kids, parents, computer, furniture and life o.O
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Kagutsuchi on January 06, 2011, 04:45:24 am
Post by: Kagutsuchi on January 06, 2011, 04:45:24 am
tl;dr
But welcome.
But welcome.
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Valath on January 06, 2011, 06:45:34 am
Post by: Valath on January 06, 2011, 06:45:34 am
Well, Mr DeXuS, if there's anything I do well in this life, that would be selling babies. You heard it right, my friend. If you need drugs, babies, baby drugs or drugged babies, then I am the man you should consider paying a visit to. I even have Santa Claus in my payroll. So if you are reading this and got a piece of coal for christmas, I just have to tell you this one thing: I'm all out of black babies right now. So there you go, I make them babies and it's a high paid job that I do with pride. Don't let them fool you with some stork tales or cheap sexuality lessons. ;<
Thank you, Mr. Starrodkirby86, it will be nice to meet them all and form a secret society that beats Mensa and Prometheus and Mega and that and the other. Just for the lols. ;>
And thank you, too, Mr. Kagutsuchi. I will try to shorten the lenght of my posts, eventually. ;p
Thank you, Mr. Starrodkirby86, it will be nice to meet them all and form a secret society that beats Mensa and Prometheus and Mega and that and the other. Just for the lols. ;>
And thank you, too, Mr. Kagutsuchi. I will try to shorten the lenght of my posts, eventually. ;p
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: DeXuS on January 06, 2011, 12:31:26 pm
Post by: DeXuS on January 06, 2011, 12:31:26 pm
Im surrounded by comidians. :rofl:
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Diokatsu on January 06, 2011, 06:15:53 pm
Post by: Diokatsu on January 06, 2011, 06:15:53 pm
The fuck was that.
The only thing I suffer from on that list is narcissism. But I can't help it.
Quote from: DeXuS on January 06, 2011, 12:30:20 amQuoteIf you have further questions about anything (religion, nuclear waste, Elvis, anything!), no really anything, feel free to ask me. I will answer in kind.
I'm a :n00b:here but I am Dyslexic, Bipolar and suffer from narcissistic rage. So dont steal my cookies and we will get along fine and I wont have to dig a hole in the woods...
The only thing I suffer from on that list is narcissism. But I can't help it.
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: DeXuS on January 06, 2011, 11:41:24 pm
Post by: DeXuS on January 06, 2011, 11:41:24 pm
Hey what can I say... I grew up on Mel Brooks films so I have a warped and somewhat stale sense of humor.
Anyways, Just look past me at the hottie behind me in the 2 peice bikini.
Oh, BTW Futendra...
Anyways, Just look past me at the hottie behind me in the 2 peice bikini.
Oh, BTW Futendra...
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Futendra on January 07, 2011, 04:18:33 am
Post by: Futendra on January 07, 2011, 04:18:33 am
Quote from: DeXuS on January 06, 2011, 11:41:24 pm
Hey what can I say... I grew up on Mel Brooks films so I have a warped and somewhat stale sense of humor.
Anyways, Just look past me at the hottie behind me in the 2 peice bikini.
Oh, BTW Futendra...
*Kills whole family* *Puts the hosue on fire* *Destroys every single cookiecan* *Steals all the cookies*
Title: Re: I've Asperger Syndrome: sucks to be me.
Post by: Valath on February 02, 2011, 04:25:23 am
Post by: Valath on February 02, 2011, 04:25:23 am
I see you failing there.
You see, my web browser still has them cookies in tact.
My web brow, sir, fo da winz. ;D
You see, my web browser still has them cookies in tact.
My web brow, sir, fo da winz. ;D