Dad got pissed again. I was at my grandma's house the entire Christmas break. In the meantime my dad got the house pretty messy. I've only been back here since Monday and school started again on Tuesday. First of all, he expected me to clean the entire house in the short amount of time I had left on Monday, second of all he expected me to do it with no trash bags. He didn't get mad at that point. On Tuesday, he still expected me to clean, I asked him several times to pickup trash bags. He said he would and he never did. Wednesday (yesterday) he didn't bring up the subject, he worked pretty late. This morning, he flips out, because my little brother can't take care of his pet lizard. Who's the first person my dad's to blame? Me. Apparently I'm responsible for something that's not mine. My brother doesn't even get talked to or lectured. He started screaming at me that I never listen to anything he says. I didn't clean the house like he asked me. I haven't been taking caring of my responsibilities like doing the laundry or keeping things organized. He stormed out of the house, slamming things, shouting.
He said I was grounded. I can't do much so I guess I'll see you guys when I see you. I'm really getting tired of my dad. He doesn't listen to anything I say. He refuses to reason anymore. I can already tell I'm going to fall into my depression again. I can't help it. I can't stand living here anymore but I really don't have an option. I won't even be able to move out when I'm 18. Won't have the money. I can't get a job now, my dad won't take me to get my license or my ID. a
Again, I have no idea when my return will be. I'll see you guys around.