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Last post by DoubleX - December 03, 2025, 09:02:30 am

I just made my 53rd published song:
DoubleX - Heartfelt Condolences

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Current version: 1st(3 Dec 2025)
Your tears will be seen, your voices will be heard, and your sorrow will be validated. It's normal for you to feel sad, and it's okay for you to ask for prolonged supports. You'll need time to accept what happened and it's totally fine, so you don't have to rush yourselves when trying to restart your lives. There's no need to soldier on all by yourselves, as you've our heartfelt condolences. We might not be able to do much for you, but at least we can try to make your situations less difficult.

P.S.: It's the 3rd of my music that made me weep, but this time it's mainly due to the devastating catastrophe they've experienced rather than this music itself, as it's so depressing for me to even just watch the live videos that I couldn't finish watching any of them, just to try to know what really happened

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Last post by DoubleX - November 30, 2025, 10:05:36 am

I just made my 51st and 52nd published song:
DoubleX - Facing The Storm Together(Mental Pain Relief)

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Current version: 1st(29 Nov 2025)
Although we all know that every storm, however how hostile it's to us, will eventually end, not all of us can persist until then regardless of whether we want to, especially for those being alone and lost their shelters, so maybe we can try to stay with each other and face the storm together, to hope that we'll all make it to see the sunrise  

DoubleX - Rest In Peace(Mental Pain Relief)

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Current version: 1st(30 Nov 2025)
While we don't claim to feel or know the same pain as you did, at least we want to try to empathize and understand what you've experienced, and none of you deserved such a tragedy, so we wish you can all be finally free from any further suffering, and hope that you'll instead become eternally blessed.
May you all rest in peace, and you'll always be remembered. 

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Last post by DoubleX - November 19, 2025, 06:09:15 am

I just made my 50th published song:
DoubleX - Banished Negativity

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Current version: 1st(19 Nov 2025)
When the social norm becomes more and more inclined to avoid "negative people", especially for those using spirituality as a disguise of the underlying just-world hypothesis, you'll likely want to hope for never being very negative for long, or being able to help yourselves to return to at least apparently enough positivity on your own if that ever happens, otherwise you'll probably "deteriorate" into a part of the banished negativity and become effectively quarantined by the society, although it could be a karma boomerang if you refused to help every other "negative people" in the past when you could've helped at least some of them  

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Last post by DoubleX - November 16, 2025, 04:46:16 am

I just made my 49th published song:
DoubleX - Ultimately In Vain

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Current version: 1st(16 Nov 2025)
When you tried your best to give it all but it still doesn't work at the end, you can still enjoy the process and grow up from this learning experience, and some of those caring about you will likely support you at least slightly, but those needing a working result will still probably think that all that matters is that it's just a failure, so everything you've done is ultimately in vain for them  

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DoubleX - Lost Forever(2nd Version)
Current version: 2nd(13 Nov 2025)
Major Changes:
Added chords to strengthen the climax of the main melody
Changed the instruments in some parts of the counter melodies
Changed the rhythms and ideas of the counter melodies themselves to make them more different than the main melody
Changed the percussion during the 2nd half of the music

While I feel that overall the 2nd version's noticeably better due to the counter melodies not being so dull and subordinate to the main melody, the 1st version does have a slightly cleaner and clearer main melody, so the latter's still here:
DoubleX - Lost Forever(1st Version)

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Last post by DoubleX - November 08, 2025, 11:23:57 pm

I just made my 47th and 48th published song:
DoubleX - Bitterly Cold

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Current version: 1st(7 Nov 2025)
When your heart feels bitterly cold, it's not because your surrounding is emotionally cold, but because you're always surrounded by very warm love but you can never feel any of it; What makes your feeling freezes to death isn't that no one tries to understand you, but that they always try very hard to empathize deeply but you still never know how to open up yourselves even one bit; This cold is so bitter not because no one cares about you, but because they've always done all they can but you're still helplessly going straight to absolute zero so painfully; What's worse than instantly frozen tears while crying is that you wanna cry so much but there's already no more tears left for you to cry
P.S.: It's the 2nd of my published songs that can make me weep at least slightly for a short time  

DoubleX - Bleak Fate

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Current version: 1st(9 Nov 2025)
Since the very existence of the mankind is just an unlikely evolutionary misfortune for the ecosystem, other species(especially those being extinct due to human activities) as well as those people themselves, and we never managed to coexist well with the nature, we're becoming terminal cancers of the very environment we deeply depend upon to survive, so our civilization's doomed to have such a bleak fate that we're destined to slowly destroy ourselves and everything around us X( 

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Last post by DoubleX - November 01, 2025, 11:01:25 pm

I just made my 46th published song:
DoubleX - Unworthy Of Anything

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Current version: 1st(30 Oct 2025)
When you can't use anything well and don't know how to do so for a long time, some of the others will blame you for wasting all you've, then after trying hard to change that but still failed, you'll eventually start to doubt whether you're actually unworthy of anything X( 

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Last post by DoubleX - October 29, 2025, 07:12:41 pm

I just made my 45th published song:
DoubleX - Deserving Nobody

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Current version: 1st(30 Oct 2025)
As whether you're deserving someone is determined by that someone, so in theory you can be deserving a person while not deserving another. But when everyone you've directly interacted with clearly shows that you're never deserving any of them, you'll probably feel that you won't ever meet someone who thinks you're deserving him/her, so it'd only be natural for you to think that you're always deserving nobody  

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Last post by DoubleX - October 26, 2025, 10:05:53 am

I just made my 44th published song:
DoubleX - World Of Harm

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Current version: 1st(26 Oct 2025)
As long as people keep harming themselves, each other as well as the whole ecosystem, we'll still be living in a world of harm, and this will only continue until we can finally let go of our fear of death, and thus break free of our survival instincts that have been trapping up all for so long  

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Last post by DoubleX - October 22, 2025, 07:42:22 am

I just made my 43rd published song:
DoubleX - Take Myself Lightly

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Current version: 1st(22 Oct 2025)
If all I did didn't mean anything and I never mattered to anyone, then maybe it's time for me to just take myself lightly and move on, provided that I still have anywhere else to move to  

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Last post by DoubleX - October 19, 2025, 01:42:31 am

I just made my 42nd published song:
DoubleX - Finally Overwhelmed

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Current version: 1st(17 Oct 2025)
Sometimes you can suddenly change from feeling fine to become totally overwhelmed in no time with obvious causes, but it's more often like a boiling frog - you gradually feel less and less fine bit by bit without realizing it, until you feel finally overwhelmed and at last know that you've never been really fine, but then it's all too late for you by then